Today, I took Gibson (Charlie's Favorite Bear) to the park. We sat and talked about how Charlie would eat his ears, and how we were just here a few weeks ago with Charlie and his daddy.
Saw Eric and Mindy, not sure what else we have planned for the day.... just getting by I suppose.
I miss my little dude.. I wish you were here with me Charlie.
Charlie's funeral is tomorrow.. I am not looking forward to it at all. Saying goodbye is something I am just not ready to do yet, although I realize, in this case... saying goodbye does not mean he is going away, he will always be with me.. it's just the first step in accepting that he won't be here anymore.
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im here for you sweetie, it was good to see you here today, i know tomorrow is going to be a hard day for you, just remember i will, and will always be there whenever you need me.. im not going anywhere sis!! i love you..
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