useless...

I am not liking today...

I slept awkwardly last night, although I was able to sleep... I did not sleep well.

I work today.. 3-9pm and then I am off the next 2 days.

Tomorrow, I hope that your dad is going to take me to do laundry.. if not, I will have to at least wash my pants and find a place to hang them...

I am looking for another job. I need something to do during the day, I feel completely useless when I am not at work.

I cried today... I have not done that in a while, like, 3 days.. but I hate the world today.

I want you to come back home. I will never accept that you will not be here anymore.

I think I am going to get in the shower and maybe take Charlie for a walk before I get ready for work.

Your dad seems to be getting tired of taking me and picking me up from work.... I am going to start walking from now on. I think it's a wonderful time to get used to doing things on my own.

As soon as I can, I am either going to get another car (Payments) or just get a bike... idk yet.

Tomorrow, I am going to start a diet, I have been feeling quite fat lately...

I will try and write later... if not, I will certainly write you tomorrow.

Loving You Always,
Mom