Thoughts

So I finally am starting to get really affected by your absence here.

I actually have no one to talk to, really.. I just do not want to be here.

to read or hear the name Charles, breaks my heart.

Life is not playing by the rules. It hurts to look at your pictures, when it used to bring comfort...

As soon as I get these bills caught back up, I am going to get a necklace with your footprint in it. I think it may make me feel a little closer to you.... but I am not so sure.

I am meeting up with someone on Saturday to talk about getting a new tattoo.... I guess that will be something to look forward to.

Well, I am going to get in the shower and maybe try to sleep. I will write again tomorrow.

Love, Mom