Quiet Day

Really didn't do much today, went with your dad to run a few places he had to go...

He is taking his A+ test tomorrow.. YAY!!

not long left and I will be in class.

Watched a few shows, played the game... getting ready to go to bed soon.

Love, Mom

Prints

I remember waking up this morning, I had a headache... I know I did not drink last night, or today... but for some reason, I do not remember today. It's kind of scary..

Your hand and foot prints came in the mail today, it made me sad.
I remembered kissing your feet and holding your hands.... it just seems to get harder.

Your dad and I are going to shoot aliens for a while.. that should cheer me up a bit.

I need something else to do during the day to prevent me from thinking...

You can come home anytime you want, you know?? I really miss you a lot.

Love Always,
Mom

Appointment..,.

So, I missed my appointment, totally not my fault. I really need to get another car, soon.

Your dad is taking me to set up my classes, either Wednesday or Thursday!! I am so excited about that!

Not really anything else happened today, I will write you again tomorrow.

I love you baby,
Mom

Appointment..,.

another one...

Ok, so instead of going to bed, I am here at your Aunt Mindy's....

Your dad is really sleepy and sort of grouchy, so I decided to leave and give him a little space.

Probably going to go to get coffee with Eric for a little bit, then go back home and get some sleep..

Looking forward to my interview tomorrow afternoon, need to make some supplementary money to get keep up on the bills until after my classes and I start my new job making REAL money... I am sick of this minimum wage stuff....

I am sure your dad is too, but he is so sweet sometimes and pretends that my paychecks help, I know they don't. Your dads car payment is really far behind, but soon, that will no longer be an issue for him.

Anyways, I am starting to miss your dad already, so I will be heading home soon.

Even when your dad and I are in separate rooms from each other, I just feel a lot of comfort knowing that he is there and only a room away if I ever REALLY need him...

I like that guy..

Anyways, I will talk to you again tomorrow.

Loving and missing you always,

Mom

Mother's Day

Yeah... This is not how I planned on spending mother's day. I had so many things I wanted to do with you. I planned our day together before you were even born, it really broke my heart not to have today with you.

I didn't do anything special today, I really do not believe I will ever do anything special again.

I do have my birthday coming up... your dad is taking me to get wings and beer....

And I think I am going to finish my movie and go to bed.

Love, Mom

Rest

Nothing happened today, your dad came out early this morning and cuddled with me for a couple hours... it was very sweet and really nice.

I made a chocolate cake with cream cheese icing, it was not great...

Dad has been sleeping off and on all day, says he is well, just sleepy. I keep checking on him once in a while, he seems fine.

Thinking of cleaning the kitchen, but I may wait until tomorrow, I am quite sleepy myself.

A couple of people want me to go out with them tonight... I am not, I need to get some rest.

Daddy goes back to work tomorrow, I am off until Monday, So I guess tomorrow will be cleaning day :)

Love Always, Mom