long day..

Last night, I could not stay with your Aunt Mindy, I could... but I could not stand all of the people and their lifestyles.

Really, I am not having a good time in life.. I live with the constant reminder that I am alone and useless.

I got home around 2am, took Charlie out and went to sleep. I slept until 7am, which was nice. This would be a wonderful time to have a car...

Fed Charlie breakfast and took him out, cleaned up a bit and walked to work.

Your dad picked me up from work... after last night, it was good to see him.

At home, he made us Salmon and Pasta for dinner... it was very good! as always...

Then we shot some aliens for a while, and we are back... the normal Beth and Charles... Such is life.

Work tomorrow should suck lot, BUT I get paid tomorrow as well. There is some good news after all, kind of. My check will be gone within moments of cashing it.

This time next month, the bills will be caught up and one of my checks each month will be free.

I think I need to start smoking again...

I miss you baby. I hope to see you soon.

Love, Mom