We went to the funeral home today and sat up Charlie's funeral. Pastor Chuck and Cookie went with us. They have been by our side this entire time, we are so very grateful for them.
The hardest part of this day, was pulling up to the funeral home. It felt completely unnatural, it was not where we would have ever imagined taking our 4 month old baby boy.
I lost it when I had to sign the release forms, releasing my son's body to the funeral home.
Charles and I picked out a Urn.. personalized it with a guitar, and Charlie's name.
leaving the funeral home, I felt that I also left my heart.
At home, I got rid of most of Charlie's stuff. I kept all of my favorite Charlie things, but refuse to take down his crib.
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